Saturday, April 30, 2011
I miss them so badly it hurts. When will the pain go away? We've been home 3 days and I am still a wreck. I can't even seem to function. My head doesn't stop pounding, my stomach is still in knots, and the tears come at all times of the day.
It is just so so hard.
I would give anything to be back there holding them right now.
I hated having to say goodbye, not knowing how long it would be before we come back for them.
6 months, 12 months, 18 months or even longer???
They are our children and only the Lord knows when we will be with them again.
Please pray with me that it will be soon.